here it is a again but it stings like the first time

EW. Quoting new alkaline trio lol. You won't see me doing that very often. These past couple days have been very busy not really doing much. since Sam has decided to take a step in a great direction and cut down on drinking, I am also cutting down on drinking. Also this is in part do to the fact that i don't have money to buy alcohol. I'm not quite sure what will happen when i do but for now i like being sober and not waking up hating my brain. Also this gives me even more time to read books and practice guitar. i think the most frustrating thing for me right now is that, although i am very good at guitar i still find it hard to write songs. This in turn has started to make me very jealous of Bob Dylan.
Now I know what your thinking, Bob Dylan ew gross, right, I have to say that he is not quite my favorite artist. So then you would have to ask well what makes you jealous of Bob Dylan, which i have asked myself. I realized that Bob Dylan was a horrible guitar player but still managed to write a ton of songs. This makes me jealous because I feel like I can play guitar better than he can but i can't write song that i like or am proud to make.
This is all kind of rambling. but anyways so last night these two kids ended up staying at my apartment, because the guy didnt go to Loyola and therefore could not be checked into the girls dorm from 2:00 am to 8:00 am. So i felt bad for them so as i was leaving Loyola for my house with Sam we saw them and i told Sam to ask them if they wanted to come. since they litterally had no where to go they decided to come, which ended up being quite a journey. But they were really greatful for the whole thing and ended up washing my dishes in the morning while i was still asleep. That was pretty awesome of them, honestly i was so stoked on them it was a really rewarding experience.
So i mean there is still hope for me at the moment that i will find a job. Its getting pretty bad here honestly but oh who knows honestly. i love it but i really want a fucking job like seriously. Well elishia is coming to visit me then right after that Evan will be coming up. That should be super tight. Also Sam won this AP contest where she got back stage tickets to the Less than Jake show. That will be fucking awesome like im seriously stoked.
if you get a minute check out a day to remebers cover of since you've been gone its pretty narly when he does the lows in the middle other wise its almost an exact cover. Well im out dilds so later