Don't worry brother, this will blow over

So here I still am still alive doing the same shit. I watched the new office this week. That show has once again disappointed me, it had all the makings to show the world that Michael Scott is really incapable, and then wussed out on it. Oh well its still funny anyways. So I have finally made up my mind. I will be going back to UC this coming fall, LOOK OUT CINCINNATI. I am actually excited for this. I realized that if i want things to be rad for me i have to get out there and do it. I guess that is how it has always been really. Even with the first band that i was in i had to push everyone to get more serious and want to practice and shit. They were playing some covers when i found them which was really awesome. But i came in with ambition and drive to write songs and become a serious band and my push pushed them more two get to doing things and it all kept rolling from there. Eventually it rolled awy from me which is awesome cause it shows that i did connect with good people who were serious about it and once things got going they kept it together. So now i will return to my old stomping ground clifton. I feel like i have really grown alot through this whole experience seeing that life is not fucking easy and you can't just wing it. some times you have to work fucking hard. No actually you always have to work fucking hard to get what you want. But the thing is to realize that if you make the effort other people will responde. Often times other people wanted to start doing what you are doing but just did not know how to begin. So i guess what i am really saying is produce and show it to other people even if you think its crap other people might be inspired to do something based on it and then that will set things in motion. In looking at things this way there is no way to fail ever because as long as you are being productive you are succeeding even if its not what you want or no one gives a shit.
Also practice practice practice. if i had to give any advice ever it would be practice. Well i think that I am gonna go and eat some ribs now. If you get a chance ever you should check out the band Menzinger they fucking rule. They are just the right amount of all kinds of things that i love. Three cheers form menzinger.

I love this lyrics:
But thanks for the beer
I appreciate your time but can we talk about something else?
If you really think that you and I are on the same page
you can go ahead and fuck yourself.
Because you’ve got coke and good looks,
I’ve got overdue library books
so let’s be friends and change the subject now.

‘Cause the last thing I wanna be is another negative asshole.
Like God speaks through my acoustic guitar
and I’ve got the perfect set of morals
on a dry erase board at the front of the house.

FOLLOW THESE CONDITIONS OR WE’LL KICK YOUR ASS OUT:
Vegans only: NO MEAT ALLOWED!
Straight edge only: NO DRINKING ALLOWED!
Fixed gears only: NO THREE-SPEEDS ALLOWED!
Me me me!!!: I’M SMART! I’M RIGHT! I’M SMART!

I think it’s dumb when you take the inherently fun like riding bikes
and singing songs and say they’re not for everyone
as if for your whole life you were cool as shit.

Mogwai

So I worked the Mogwai show last night. It was super loud like ten times to loud. I had to stand at the front and make sure none of the fans walked into the dressing room and mobbed the band and ripped out all their hair lol. Any ways that was fine kinda boring but still better than sitting here all night. Then after the show we went back to The Empty Bottle and drank, and drank and drank. I love working there and all the guys are super fun. Kinda a little weird like they all feel that it is one of the specialist places ever and i think that it is but i guess i dont feel it like they do not that its bad i mean i just started so what ever. Then after that we went back to one of the guys' house. Where we continued to drink and drink. Then at aproximately six in the morning it was time to go cause the guy had to sleep so he could go out to lunch with his parents lol. So i walk outside and realize that i have no idea where i am and no idea where i have to go to get to the train. So i call Dane at like 7:30 to ask for directions which he thankfully gave me. Then some how i managed to wander around in circles for the next half hour until i finally called dane again and told him where i was again at which point he realized that in a half hour of wandering some how i had managed to be exactly one block west of where i was originally. Fucked up. The craziest part is that some how i did make it to the train and make it home. I slept on the train ewwww. i was in really bad shape. Fortunately it was in the morning and it was light out so all the trains were running and i didnt get robbed. What an adventure lol. Atleast dane got to tell people the story and they got to laugh about it. I'm sweet. So also i was steared by brendan kelly towards this page ratehermuff.blogspot.com which is just what it sounds like. i am constantly amazed at the state of the world lol. On another note i watched the new x-men movie tonight it was pretty sweet. the best part about it is that i was able to watch it for free on the internets what a great contraption this internets. Well i think thats about long enough for this post so sweet. TTYL Blogspot

Dudale dudale du

so i have not updated in a while i would say that i have been bussy but that would be a lie. so i do have a job now but it only gives me a couple shifts a week so that will not settle things out. i have to call the land lord tomorrow and figure out what i can do to try to get this rent paid. if that were to be taken care of things on me would be eternally easier. Also i have this thing where i sleep all day which i know is supper destructive but i cant seem to get it together to go to sleep at night and be awake all day. this sounds stupid, and it is. i just sit around on the internet and play guitar all day when i am awake sooooo. Well i think in this next week i will try to visit some more meuseums and maybe go out a bit. the biggest problem though is that i have no money. i mean zilch. like i should get paid next week or so but as for right now none. also i have been watching alot of shows on the internet. Some shows that i like include chuck, lie to me, house, fringe ( i really like that one its about since and shit), and american dad. If you get some time in your bussy lives to check any of those shows out you will not regret it. Also next week friday i will be traveling back to cincinnati to go to one of my childhood friends weddings. Kinda weird. He is also gonna be having a baby. He is becoming a cop... which is what it is i cant really nock him for it but it is kinda funny cause of all the kids i grew up with he was by far the most mischevious. interesting how those things turn out.