Its getting kind of hard to think that things are getting better

Hey so I finally got a job!!!! im pretty excited i will be working for a place called the empty bottle. I will be setting up bands or atleast helping to which is what i really intially set out to do. So now i am here and i have a job we will just have to see what happens next. Also i got a deferment for both of my loans which is a super weight off of my shoulders. Because this means that i dont have to pay them for a while.
In other news, I saw Brendan kelly play an acoustic set last week then i missed the sundowner show but then i saw The Lawrence Arms play at a record store in Wicker park which was fucking rad. Then this past tuesday i saw Alkaline Trio at the Metro. So basically with in like one week i saw members from my favorite bands play three shows. Thats fucking awesome. So i guess that was alot of the reason that i wanted to come to Chicago was so that really cool shit like that could happen to me. But I cant decide if that is all worth living here with my lonesome. Sam and Dane are both very bussy with school, so i am alone alot of the time.
Oh well its a roller coaster this life and even if every one of my favorite bands blows up to big for me to go see there shows cause tickets are 39 dollars i will still find other music to listen to so either way i feel that life will be ok. OOOOOH yeah i have started to worship the sun. Not in a very formal sense of worship. Like i dont do anything except push ups and sit ups. Meaning that I am just great full for the sun because it is there and it keeps coming back. And making me warm when it is out there. Thanks alot sun, your the best.

some people like to make life a little tougher than it is.

so i'm still jobless in this city. Which at this point is kind of comical. i am a month behind on rent which is just fucked. Otherwise i love life. i am broke but i can still play guitar and write songs which means that i still have meaning i guess. well i am going to see brendan kelly play acoustic in like a couple hours which i am throughly stoked about. Matt skeba as the flyer says lol is going to be doing a dj set what ever that means. They have 3 dollar you call its which is a fucking awsome price for chicago and i think that they have 5 dollar shot and a beer specials which again is super duper. So i guess i just posted this because i wish there was more to talk about. im not sure who reads this but i have to get things in gear or and make decisions either way. i think this shit sucks but its fun at the same time and i guess that that is how life goes. and the point is really just to try to get the things that are fun to be more that the things that suck and realize that some things that are awesome right now will make things suck later. I guess brendan kelly said it best although he loves his band he wishs he had set his sights just slightly higher because working in the service industry for a living is really kinda shitty. So i am going back to school one way or another i dont really care where at this point.

I I I I I dont wanna be part of this

No money no Job life keeps improving for me. Well i finished that room. In the mean time my sister Elishia came up to see me. Went to museums that was fun. Then Evan came up and we engaged in a two day binge drinking session that ended with me shotgunning two 16oz cans of miller high life, where upon i puked, blacked out, went and got a slushie, and then passed out. Over all a really good time. Shut up the punx what a great song. Overall the new BTMI is a great album i think some of the tracks are a bit weak but i still love the album. Especially Stuff That i like. Shit is super duper. Oh well i will try to get more reg on this shit but i who knows. I'm out/