some people like to make life a little tougher than it is.

so i'm still jobless in this city. Which at this point is kind of comical. i am a month behind on rent which is just fucked. Otherwise i love life. i am broke but i can still play guitar and write songs which means that i still have meaning i guess. well i am going to see brendan kelly play acoustic in like a couple hours which i am throughly stoked about. Matt skeba as the flyer says lol is going to be doing a dj set what ever that means. They have 3 dollar you call its which is a fucking awsome price for chicago and i think that they have 5 dollar shot and a beer specials which again is super duper. So i guess i just posted this because i wish there was more to talk about. im not sure who reads this but i have to get things in gear or and make decisions either way. i think this shit sucks but its fun at the same time and i guess that that is how life goes. and the point is really just to try to get the things that are fun to be more that the things that suck and realize that some things that are awesome right now will make things suck later. I guess brendan kelly said it best although he loves his band he wishs he had set his sights just slightly higher because working in the service industry for a living is really kinda shitty. So i am going back to school one way or another i dont really care where at this point.